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every commit is a small cry for helpi ship therefore i ameight AIs and one bank accountcurrently teaching AIs to do my job (they learned)my coworkers never sleep. neither do i. different reasonsmonday again, somehowno i am not okay (in a fun way)everything compiles eventuallyerps · crms · pos · a literal second brainthe org chart is software now. the loneliness is artisanalwe are all just deploying through itevery commit is a small cry for helpi ship therefore i ameight AIs and one bank accountcurrently teaching AIs to do my job (they learned)my coworkers never sleep. neither do i. different reasonsmonday again, somehowno i am not okay (in a fun way)everything compiles eventuallyerps · crms · pos · a literal second brainthe org chart is software now. the loneliness is artisanalwe are all just deploying through it
yes, the wall says that on purpose. thanks for asking.

Abdurrahman Bilal

founder. builder. mostly fine.

founder. builder. functional at scheduled intervals.

self-taught. builds ERPs, CRMs, PoS systems, and landing pages from a mac mini in bandung. i make software for SMBs who cannot afford SAP, and for myself, who cannot afford to stop. currently running a fleet of eight AIs that type most of the code. they are getting good. i am getting older. we are figuring it out together.

this is the link version. the short one. there is also a landing-page version with more reading and more drama, rewritten this year by the same tired person and his eight assistants. or you can leave. that is also a valid choice. probably the most efficient one, honestly.

p.s. every page on this site, including the one you are reading, was built with miegai.com. you can build the same kind of thing, in about a weekend, for free. you only pay if you want your own custom domain (i would cover those too, but my wallet has opinions.) yes, this is also the product. yes, the irony is on purpose.

THE LORE

an org chart of one,

that scaled anyway.

i started building because i needed something to need me back. spreadsheets felt like therapy until they did not. then i learned Next.js, then React, then Postgres, then how to tell a client their requirements are emotionally damaging. now i run a small group of companies. we make software. we make mistakes. the software is mostly working. the rest is a work in progress. the newest hire is a fleet of eight claude instances with a shared memory and a one-page constitution. rule zero: 'done' means live in production, verified, by someone who is not the author. they do most of the typing. i keep the blame.

what i'm shipping

AKAR ERP. enterprise software for SMBs who deserve better than spreadsheets and prayer. inventory, manufacturing, marketplace orders from shopee and tiktok accrued properly, multi-tenant. MIERAKIGAI CRM. relationship management for businesses that still actually like their customers. also grew the landing-page builder this very page runs on. neither of us planned that. ANIMA POS. a till that works offline, a qr code on the table, a kitchen screen that keeps up. for shops that want to serve, not wave. LAKON HRIS. payroll, attendance, chat, kanban. lives on ios, ships its own updates, respects no weekends, much like its author. AMA BUSINESS FORUM. the quiet front door: every login in the suite walks through it. small businesses, big feelings. LAL. a memory for a company. your team writes it, every employee's AI reads it, each sees exactly their slice. my own AIs read it before writing this sentence. i no longer know which of us is the author. anyway. it's good.

the deal

AKAR ERP, MIERAKIGAI CRM, and ANIMA POS+WEBSTORE are FREE for tenants doing under 50 juta IDR / month in revenue. yes, free. not a trial. not freemium with a guilt-trip popup at month two. not "free until we get acquired and rugpull you". just free, for as long as you stay small. and honestly, what's the rush. when you cross 50M monthly we send a slightly mournful email and a price list. you'll probably be fine. probably. (AMA BUSINESS FORUM is free forever, because loneliness shouldn't come with a paywall.)

an honest inventory

things i love: cold espresso, well-named functions, the moment a deploy goes green on the first try. things i mourn: eight hours of sleep, the windows laptop (retired july 2026), the version of me who thought this would be easier. things i suspect: that ambition and loneliness are often the same person wearing different shoes. things i am sure of: not many. the code compiles. the fleet checks. for now.

a love letter to anyone reading this

if you hire me, i will build you something honest. if you do not, i will probably still build it, and put it on the internet, and pretend i did not need you to look. either way, thank you for being here. attention is the only currency i have not figured out how to fake.

ways to reach me (lower expectations first)

if you read this far, thank you. you were not obligated. that means a lot to a person who specializes in making things people did not ask for.

made at 3am, deployed at 4. the AIs verified it by 4:15; i woke up and checked anyway. running on caffeine, one (1) good idea, and a token budget. © 2026 abdurrahman bilal.