every commit is a small cry for help15,669 of them since march, if you must knowi ship therefore i amone business OS. one human. seven doorsmonday again, somehowno i am not okay (in a fun way)everything compiles eventuallywe run our own metal now. ask me why at 3amerps · crms · pos · a literal second brainthe org chart is software now. the loneliness is artisanalwe are all just deploying through itevery commit is a small cry for help15,669 of them since march, if you must knowi ship therefore i amone business OS. one human. seven doorsmonday again, somehowno i am not okay (in a fun way)everything compiles eventuallywe run our own metal now. ask me why at 3amerps · crms · pos · a literal second brainthe org chart is software now. the loneliness is artisanalwe are all just deploying through it

Abdurrahman Bilal

founder. builder. mostly fine.

founder. builder. functional at scheduled intervals.

self-taught. builds ERPs, CRMs, PoS systems, and landing pages from a mac mini in bandung. they stopped being separate things this year: it is one business OS now, akar partner, for SMBs who cannot afford SAP, built by someone who cannot afford to stop. 15,669 commits since march, 5,803 of them in the last thirty days. that is one every seven minutes, which is either commitment or a diagnosis, and i have stopped asking which.

this is the link version. the short one. there is also a landing-page version with more reading, more drama, and an honest inventory, rewritten this month by the same tired person. or you can leave. that is also a valid choice. probably the most efficient one, honestly.

AKAR ERP : enterprise software, no enterprise budget AKAR CRM : relationship management for the perpetually optimistic ANIMA POS : the till, the table qr, the kitchen screen AMA BUSINESS FORUM : small businesses, big feelings WORKSPACE : chat, boards, projects, the one app open all day LAL : a second brain your AI actually reads. free, and open source GITHUB : where mistakes go to be public LINKEDIN : corporate cosplay EMAIL : open to good news, brave enough for the rest see the long version →leave instead, also fine

p.s. every page on this site, including the one you are reading, was built with miegai.com. you can build the same kind of thing, in about a weekend, for free. you only pay if you want your own custom domain (i would cover those too, but my wallet has opinions.) yes, this is also the product. yes, the irony is on purpose.

THE LORE

an org chart of one,

that scaled anyway.

i started building because i needed something to need me back. spreadsheets felt like therapy until they did not. then i learned Next.js, then React, then Postgres, then how to tell a client their requirements are emotionally damaging. now i run a small group of companies. we make software. we make mistakes. the software is mostly working. the rest is a work in progress. there is a constitution now, one page, and rule zero is the only line anyone quotes: 'done' means live in production, verified, by someone who is not the author. in august we moved the whole thing off rented infrastructure and onto a machine we run ourselves, which removed a bill, a middleman, and one recurring category of 3am fear.

what i'm shipping

at some point i stopped shipping seven things and started shipping one, mostly because i could no longer keep seven stories straight. one login, one ledger, one memory, and it is called akar partner. these are the doors. AKAR ERP. enterprise software for SMBs who deserve better than spreadsheets and prayer. inventory, manufacturing, marketplace orders from shopee and tiktok accrued properly, multi-tenant, and since august the payroll and attendance too. AKAR CRM. relationship management for businesses that still actually like their customers. also grew the landing-page builder this very page runs on. neither of us planned that. ANIMA POS. a till that works offline, a qr code on the table, a kitchen screen that keeps up, and a webstore. for shops that want to serve, not wave. WORKSPACE. chat, kanban, projects, time. lives on ios, ships its own updates, respects no weekends, much like its author. AMA BUSINESS FORUM. the quiet front door: every login in the suite walks through it. small businesses, big feelings. LAL. a memory for a company. your team writes it, every employee's AI reads it, each sees exactly their slice. free, and MIT on github. it knows the company better than i do now. i try not to think about that after 2am. anyway. it's good.

the deal

AKAR ERP, AKAR CRM, and ANIMA POS+WEBSTORE are FREE for tenants doing under 50 juta IDR / month in revenue. yes, free. not a trial. not freemium with a guilt-trip popup at month two. not "free until we get acquired and rugpull you". just free, for as long as you stay small. and honestly, what's the rush. when you cross 50M monthly we send a slightly mournful email and a price list. you'll probably be fine. probably. (AMA BUSINESS FORUM is free forever, because loneliness shouldn't come with a paywall. LAL is free forever and open source, because a memory you cannot audit is not really yours.)

an honest inventory

things i love: cold espresso, well-named functions, the moment a deploy goes green on the first try. things i mourn: eight hours of sleep, the windows laptop (retired july 2026), the managed database bill (retired august 2026), the version of me who thought this would be easier. things i suspect: that ambition and loneliness are often the same person wearing different shoes. things i am sure of: not many. the code compiles. the gate holds. for now.

a love letter to anyone reading this

if you hire me, i will build you something honest. if you do not, i will probably still build it, and put it on the internet, and pretend i did not need you to look. either way, thank you for being here. attention is the only currency i have not figured out how to fake.

ways to reach me (lower expectations first)

if you read this far, thank you. you were not obligated. that means a lot to a person who specializes in making things people did not ask for.